Got a few more chips than your last cup
Couple scars still fading from my last love
Going forward gotta understand I'm backwards
So ill tell you all the reasons why I'll act up
I don't Trust myself that I'll stay or we'll be okay, I'm pessimistic
I won't say that you'll be the same But in my own way thats realistic
I'm not pushing you away for the distance
Im not begging you to stay you won't miss this
I won't lie I know I'm inconsistent
Just being real so you know what the risk is
I'm so bad by myself, is that selfish
Cut you off but I can't, man I'm helpless
If you say that you'll stay then you're reckless
Guess we're reckless, this is fucking reckless
I would tell you you should leave but I'm selfish
Drag you down like a chain as a necklace
If you say that you'll stay then you're reckless
Guess we're reckless, this is fucking reckless
Put up flags painted red that you walked past
Hope you don't think I'm something you can fix fast
My heart written off from the last crash
Still medicated, numbing down the whiplash
I don't know why you'd wanna stay, they all say the same, you're optimistic
Say you'll wait the time that it takes, i think you're insane, don't get it twisted
I'm not pushing you away for the distance
Im not begging you to stay you won't miss this
I won't lie I know I'm inconsistent
Just being real so you know what the risk is
I'm so bad by myself, is that selfish
Cut you off but I can't, man I'm helpless
If you say that you'll stay then you're reckless
Guess we're reckless, this is fucking reckless
I would tell you you should leave but I'm selfish
Drag you down like a chain as a necklace
If you say that you'll stay then you're reckless
Guess we're reckless, this is fucking reckless
I'm so bad by myself, is that selfish
Cut you off but I can't, man I'm helpless
If you say that you'll stay then you're reckless
Guess we're reckless, this is fucking reckless
I'm so bad by myself, is that selfish
Cut you off but I can't, man I'm helpless
If you say that you'll stay then you're reckless
Guess we're reckless, this is fucking reckless
I would tell you you should leave but I'm selfish
Drag you down like a chain as a necklace
If you say that you'll stay then you're reckless
Guess we're reckless, this is fucking reckless