I heard about your passing and I don't even know what happened
My reaction: unwillingly gasping
Once upon a time we stared up at you from below
But it was all wasted time that I chose to devote
I arose from the smoke; you left me there to burn
A suffocating choke, you were a lesson to be learned
Now I'm stuck right here reflecting upon the past
What the fuck, my dear? You're the best I ever had
My very best friend and my very worst enemy
Then we fell off; I don't know what got into me
You couldn't see clearly; everything became ugly
Everything about you got put away and became dusty
Trust me, you would be just as confused
Do I dare go to your funeral and pay respect to you?
Am I gonna dress in all black and start mourning?
Or will I celebrate by means of a different story?
Am I really gonna mourn for you?
I know you; you expect me to
I'm damned if I do; fuck it if I don't
Maybe I will, but I probably won't
Am I really gonna mourn for you?
I know you; you expect me to
I'm damned if I do; fuck it if I don't
Maybe I will, but I probably won't
I can't respect you or the life you led
How the hell do you expect me to respect you when you're dead?
Today, you're getting buried; I'm ready in all black
Headed to the cemetary, I'm 'a go just to laugh
I'm 'a go just to bash on your friends and your family
Flip 'em all a "fuck you", 'cause I know they never standed me
God damn, maybe be a fucking casualty
You're out your mind, I don't get it; shit is baffling
I am ready to drop this dirt
The memories are great, but this hate comes first
This rage is a thirst and I really need to quench it
Piss on your corpse and publicly drench it
Wipe your mother's tears with the urine on my panties
See your sister tryin' to step; I'm 'a slap that bitch nasty
Look at you dead, and not even Death want you
The hate will be forever, so I let my life haunt you
Am I really gonna mourn for you?
I know you; you expect me to
I'm damned if I do; fuck it if I don't
Maybe I will, but I probably won't
Am I really gonna mourn for you?
I know you; you expect me to
I'm damned if I do; fuck it if I don't
Maybe I will, but I probably won't