I'm confused on which path that I should take
The one that keeps me sane or the one I fucking made
Cause I was never supposed to be so torn but the jokes on me
At least that's how they make me feel more often than not normally
Expect me to be something that they god damn know I'm not
I'm so close to losing every fucking thing that I got
So I'm down here with my own thoughts
Thinking about what I lost
Everything that I gave to 'em and they got it all at no cost
Fuck the bullshit, I'm on my way again
Back up to the surface to dismantle cause I play to win
And I won't name the sins committed by the accuser
Hypocrites suck dick and beggars can not be choosers
And they don't like me cause I talk about sucking dicks
While they suck each other off and multiply just like a pregnant bitch
Said that shit I'll say it again a million times because
I bit my fucking tongue for too long and now I'm spitting chunks
I was never meant to be something like a hero
Don't point your fingers at me, just leave me alone
I don't ever wanna be something like a hero
Go away and don't come back
You're not welcome in my home
Then they said I don't deserve to be on LSP
While they were drowning and suffering, doubt and misery
Well that's too fucking bad, so rest in peace you bitches
I'm staying for life so come and remove me
Fuck, just keep your distance
It's all subliminal 'cause they smile whenever they see my face
Shit isn't critical 'cause I laugh when they all get replaced
And no I don't even have to 1-UP you, don't fucking trip
'Cause you don't even fucking rap, you just unwrap a dick
I'm talking about bitches who don't even have the fucking right
To even address me, 'cause they don't own a fucking mic
I've been too nice inside this hell, it's time to set it straight
I'm murdering nonstop / loyalty, that's just not the case
Certainly I tried, but then I had to give up
'Cause no one around me ever really gave a fuck
Now I got all this blood inside these hands of mine
I'll never... inside the sands of time