When I wake up I'm already running Running away from something I can't see Fill the quiet, drown it in nothings Whatever helps me leave this body Cause I can't look At myself in the face Something's wrong Something I can't quite place I get flashes in my mind Sometimes I can even cry but mostly When I sleep I need something playing I can't rest when I get myself alone Constant cryptic dissonant buzzing Push it down as far as it will go Cause I can't look At myself in the face Something's wrong Something I can't quite place I get flashes in my mind Sometimes I can even cry but mostly I don't feel a thing I don't feel a thing I don't feel a Something dormant some thing upsetting I will slay the beast when I'm ready I will slay the beast when I'm ready I will slay the beast when I'm ready