My surprise: that you and I are in love My surprise: that I was once enough Fate is not a gun You hurt yourself with my luv Why when I'm not enough You were alone in the dark And I wasn't there And I don't sleep at night So I'm tired when it's light Forget to fight the ghost of you holding me I will look over my shoulder For all my life When will they take me Burn at the stake 'Cause I can't answer Questions about what I am doing And I'm ashamed of myself for you I cough up blood to make up for speaking Now I'm knocked down off of my high horse Heartbreak grass Someone poisons every word Come back to me I'll write a song about you It's all I can do