I have irrational fears Of somebody watching from the other room Showing me all the things I shouldn't do Feeding me lies, lies, lies If I had a back bone in my body Then maybe I would listen to the people around me Instead of hoping that I'll get it right Instead of running out of time I guess I get cold feet I don't trust my own instincts anymore Been scarred by the outcome Of letting too much of myself go Ooh And I can't get my head above the water to tell you how I'm sinking even further than let I on I have irrational fears That I'm only pretending to be who I am Holding the place until I'm moved along I've been keeping the bed warm Going through the motions Is this what, everyone was talking To me about? I don't know the difference between love And sacrifice I guess I get cold feet I don't trust my own instincts anymore Been scarred by the outcome Of letting too much of myself go Ooh And I can't get my head above the water to tell you How I'm sinking even further than I let on I'm drowning Ooh And I can't get my head above the water to tell you How I'm sinking even further than I let on I've been losing faith for some time now Maybe that's just how we move on Scraping at the barrel to get by Anything to feel alive I guess I get cold feet I don't trust my own instincts anymore Been scarred by the outcome Of letting too much of myself go Ooh And I can't get my head above the water to tell you how I'm sinking even further than let on I'm drowning Ooh And I can't get my head above the water to tell you How I'm sinking even further than I let on Oh-ooh, oh-ooh, on Oh-ooh, oh-ooh, on