I've got a confession I've got a secret On the tip of my tongue and it's bleeding out You know I've got my reasons This suffocating feeling And the voice in my head is bleeding out And I don't think that I'll ever really change This is not how I'm made 'Cause I think I've lost half my mind Fighting my addictions I've been killing, wasting time, I'm not alright You know I'll do it if I want to (do it if I want to) Do it if I want to (do it if I want to) I don't care if it hurts me I care if I hurt you I care if I hurt you ♪ Blinded by these white lines Feeling like I'm divine Never reaching cloud nine I don't feel like giving up 'Cause enough's never enough, and I've divorced all my love Why won't you give up? (Why won't you give up?) And I don't think that I'll ever really change No, this is not how I'm made 'Cause I think I've lost half my mind Fighting my addiction And I've been killing, wasting time, I'm not alright You know I'll do it if I want to (do it if I want to) I'll can do it if I want to (do it if I want to) I don't care if it hurts me I care if I hurt you ♪ Stay, stay with me Stay, stay with me ♪ 'Cause I think I've lost half my mind Fighting my addictions I've been chasing the white light, I'm not, I'm not alright And I can do it if I want to (do it if I want to) I can do it if I want to (do it if I want to) 'Cause I don't care if it hurts me I care if I hurt you My white lines And my white lies My white lines My white lies