I can't come in today, I think I've caught a bug I know I need the pay, right now don't give a fuck Because today I'm just so tired of myself I just want to dwell I'm thinking slowly I can feel my only way out is through my restraints now I wish I had another way, I wish I had another way I've been drinking and maybe it's not such a good thing I'm not good God just give me some release God just give me something please 'Cause I'm drunk and on my knees I'm not good, I'm naked Misunderstood, I know And I can't, I can't let it go No, I broke from my God I covered myself in dirt I can't get stuff done, I'm feeling the dread I'm smoking too much, I'm staying in bed I've let those demons back in my head I need to find a balance 'fore I lose myself again God just give me some release God just give me something please 'Cause I'm drunk and on my knees I'm not good, I'm naked Misunderstood, I know And I can't, I can't let it go Will you just leave me alone? ♪ Why do I keep falling back on myself? Why do I keep falling back on myself? Why do I keep falling back on myself? Why do I keep falling back on myself? Why do I keep falling back on myself? Why do I keep falling back on myself? Why do I keep falling back on myself? Why do I keep falling back on myself? ♪ I'm not alright ♪ I'm not good God just me some release God just me something please 'Cause I'm drunk and on my knees I'm not good, I'm naked Misunderstood, I know And I can't, I can't let it go