All these distractions from down below
Friends finding refuge to help me move on
Relearning my hobbies to kill some time
Let go of the past, the future is mine
And I honestly feel better this time
I haven't seen good, but I chose to believe
Got nothing to gain, nothing else to receive
Releasing the pain I once felt - now relieved
Was burning my bridge to the land that I grieved
I chose to hate once, I won't do it again
And this time around, I tell myself
I chose to heal
All of this anger I felt in my heart
Formed after fighting an enemy's war
Abandoning something I held so tight
My future has gone to bleed and die
(Saying goodbye to the memories past
Time and our distance has gone too fast
I'm sorry I left you all on your own
The wrath in your heart has left you alone)
I'm tired of forcing myself to believe
I lost everything, there is none to receive
Why did I pay the price of defeat
When I burned the bridge to the land that I grieved
I chose to hate once, and I am still hating
The fact that my conscience tells me to just heal
I just wanna leave
I just wanna leave
But the memories turn to reality
And the memories come back, they're haunting me
I just wanna leave
I just wanna leave
Everyone has failed me
The weight on my back pains me
I just wanna begin again
And heal
I just wanna leave
I just wanna leave
I just wanna start again and heal
I just wanna leave
I just wanna leave
I want to forget everything and heal
I just wanna leave
I just wanna leave
I just wanna free myself from here
I just wanna leave
I just wanna leave
I just wanna find a place to heal