Why do I have to be my saboteur? Why can't I be my closest confidant? When I explain so clearly what I need to do I just end up doing whatever the fuck I want I'll always be my enemy Why have I decided to make myself so divided? I can see I'm no longer my friend What kind of friend would let me do the things I do? A true friend would not enable He would help me think things through That's why I'll always be my enemy I'll always be my enemy I'll always be my enemy I wish I had more patience and my will power was strong Enough to listen to my sob stories that are already too long I can lead myself to water and I can always make me drink I put stickers on my mirror, so when I use my bathroom sink I can still see my face but I can't look in my eyes Because I've never been a fan of long goodbyes That's why I'll always be my enemy I'll always be my enemy I'll always be my enemy I'll always be my enemy