I hate the feeling of just lying in bed With my stomach so heavy, it feels like I'm falling to my death Too complicated to just give it some rest I try to just comprehend instead of judging how it makes me feel I'm just too sad, I called it off I'm sorry about all of the plans that I cannot make up I've been reading about processing pain It's hard to process disdain when you can't find the origin point And you have it so hard, so easy for a dumbass kid Can you keep your word once in your life? When you realize you're the source of your pain Will you make enough adjustments to make a change? So understanding for a divorcee And you speak to her like she gave you life When you realise you don't wanna cause her pain WIll you make enough adjustments to make a change? The lies and the omission, my memory is in remission Probably a mechanism to pretend whatever happened didn't happen Well, whatever happened happened, anyways