It's beautiful to see our direction now It's beautiful to see it with tears all around It's all we've ever wanted, didn't know till now You walked away, after pushing away From me But I'm lying, oh I'm fucking crying every night I'm dying, oh I'm really tryna' fucking fight My feelings, oh I'm slowly chipping it away Cos' I know that the only way for me To get over you I gotta let the sand go though The bottom side of my hourglass, it's true There's no other way top get over loving you I'd move it faster but my wish ain't coming true Cos' there's no other way To correct my mistakes And I'll await that day So I'll dance for the night I'll hold my bottles tight Wear a smile on my face, see myself in the mirror And say I'm no disgrace, I deserve someone better I'll say nothing's been hurting; "I'm fine, I'm okay" Yet I'll say I deserved, in my head I'm to blame Cos that's just how it is, no outside opinions In my head and through the tears, I'll laugh at decisions I made long ago, I'll laugh at mistakes And I'll treat them like jokes, the self-deprecation's Put a hole in my soul, but my face says it different And now people don't know, as if you never pushed away From me But I'm lying, oh I'm fucking crying every night I'm dying, oh I'm really tryna' fucking fight My feelings, oh I'm slowly chipping it away Cos' I know that the only way for me To get over you I gotta let the sand go though The bottom side of my hourglass, it's true There's no other way top get over loving you I'd move it faster but my wish ain't coming true Cos' there's no other way To correct my mistakes And I'll await that day