I'm sick of getting wasted just to try escaping the emptiness I feel at night I'm sick of what I'm chasing maybe I should take some gasoline and light it all on fire Yeah just gimme the tank and I'll drink it down straight Light the match and burn it down from inside Maybe my slate can't be cleaned and that's okay because my ego says we're ready to die I let a bullet get lost in my mind I gripped the trigger then I pulled it, it cost my life I needed death so I could start over new I realized that I was set because my ego said we're ready to die So then I went and let a bullet get lost in my mind I gripped the trigger then I pulled it, it cost my life I needed death so I could start over new I realized that I was set because my ego said we're ready to die I fucked around and let a bullet get lost in my mind A bullet get lost in my mind Pulled the trigger it cost my life I let it kill me I was ready to die Once it was said not to fear the reaper I get it Said I'd convert all my nonbelievers I meant it Take em' to church till they worship my words Give penance I'm the biggest sinner of all I got a closet with some bones in a bag It's all my skeletons from different lives I've lived in the past I know I'm bound to have some new ones I'll eventually add Until that day I'll spend my days like every day is my last I let a bullet get lost in my mind I gripped the trigger then I pulled it, it cost my life I needed death so I could start over new I realized that I was set because my ego said we're ready to die So then I went and let a bullet get lost in my mind I gripped the trigger then I pulled it, it cost my life I needed death so I could start over new I realized that I was set because my ego said we're ready to die I fucked around and let a bullet get lost in my mind A bullet get lost in my mind Pulled the trigger it cost my life I let it kill me I was ready to die I fucked around and let a bullet get lost in my mind A bullet get lost in my mind Pulled the trigger it cost my life I let it kill me I was ready to die