I don't know how long I've been laying here
Staring up at the paintwork on the ceiling
Just want the whole damn world to disappear
That "Oh my God, I've really done it" feeling
Replaying it all, the rise and the fall,
Your voice in the walls, just feeling so small
The pain in your eyes, too real to disguise,
You pulled out the drive, it felt like goodbye
And I'm the reason why
We could have had a love that gave us all we need
And we could have made it if it wasn't down to me
I wish I was running down the hallway begging please just take my hand
I wish I was crying that I just can't live without you
But the truth is I can, I can
The truth is I can, I can
Just so good to me you were never wrong
I guess that's what I am right now
And boy we really had something beautiful
Until I turned the whole thing upside down
We could have had a love that gave us all we need
And we could have made it if it wasn't down to me
I wish I was running down the hallway begging please just take my hand
I wish I was crying that I just can't live without you
But the truth is I can
Never meant to break your heart
Knowing this ain't what you want
No one wants to see the end
I wish that we could just be friends, but we can't
And it's my fault, yeah it's my fault
We could have had a love that gave us all we need
And baby I'm sorry that you stood and watched me leave
I wish I was running down the hallway begging please just take my hand
I wish I was crying that I just can't live without you
But the truth is I can, I can
The truth is I can, I can