I took the wrong subway home last night Ended up forty streets past mine Didn't know the numbers even one that I I wish I knew. Could've sworn I saw you walking down past 8th My eyes lit up and I threw out a wave Took a bit too long for me to see her face 'Cause it wasn't you. I keep regretting every move that I make Do I talk too loud, should I watch my mouth And it's upsetting that I haven't heard a word from you since May I, I'm a wreck in my head and I wish I could go home I feel alone My, my headaches I've gained weight I wish that you would call 'Cause I'm feeling lost In New York I should buy a book on how to sell myself It'll all get easier I tell myself I'm scared around strangers I can't help myself So I stay in my room oh I keep regretting every move that I make Do I talk too loud, should I watch my mouth And it's upsetting that I haven't heard a word from you since May I, I'm a wreck in my head and I wish I could go home I feel alone My, my headaches I've gained weight I wish that you would call 'Cause I'm feeling lost In New York Am I too far gone? Should I call my mom? I could use some help 'cause right now I feel lost Lost I should get more active I should do my taxes I should grab my phone and give you a call 'Cause I'm feeling lost in New York