Every time I find love I feel like I don't deserve it
Mess it up, Sabotage, all I know is all I'm serving
Please accept my apologies
Understand my psychology beneath the surface
Every time I find love I feel like I don't deserve it
Find my way it seems so difficult I
Can't replace the things I did I know I
Need to escape, I know I need to escape
Need to get away I don't want to feel the same
Feel it every day, feel like I'm about to break
Bite my tongue conversations getting heated
Said some things in the moment didn't mean em
I know this could be a lot worse
I know different traumas still hurt
Every time I find love I feel like I don't deserve it
Mess it up, Sabotage, all I know is all I'm serving
Please accept my apologies
Understand my psychology beneath the surface
Every time I find love I feel like I don't deserve it
Take all I have you are all that I breathe
Make my mistakes for the lessons I need
Take all I have you are all that I breathe
Make my mistakes for the lessons I need