Honey, I'm drowsy To be your mother, feel like I'm not ready Honey, I'm sorry For a life I want for you This isn't it I've to soldier through Honey... I don't know if I can do this again I'm scared Oh, honey I'm right where I need to be I wish it was a little easier But I'll endure the grief For a sigh of relief I am not a monster I know you know me better I wish to meet you in a better circumstances Where there is no battle (13 miles offshores) Unnerved and tore, silent tears outroar (13 miles offshores) These people understand Why my face covered with my two hands (13 miles offshores) All the time With just a comforting smile (13 miles offshores) I feel like the same person I am now that I was then (13 miles offshores) Just making different choices of a different circumstances (13 miles offshores)