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Harap hari esok lebih gelap
Agar aku bisa nyenyak dan terlelap
Ke bisingan kan berganti dengan senyap
Semua nafsu dan ego pun akan lenyap
Lidah tak lagi tergagap
Disaat mata tersilap
Masuk dalam perangkap
Tenggelam saat berharap
Mereka sepasang tapi hanya guna satu
Bila berlari harus guna sepatu
Ketika jatuh belum tentu
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Ketika jatuh belum tentu ada tangan yang membantu
M'reka membatu, m'reka terpaku, m'reka terganggu, m'reka mengadu
Aku mengaku mudah terhasut, aku mengaku kadang memalsu
Aku menjauh, aku merapuh, aku berlalu, aku berasum-si
Halusinasi, biarkan tenang memburuku
Rapal majusi, aku manusia: tak mengerti
Cipta lorong waktu, kiamat di toko baju
Bilangan merogoh saku, kehidupan tak layak huni
Jika mati nanti, kuharap kembali lagi
Kan kuambil tubuhku yang terkubur bersama validasi
Intan berlian, isak meriam, Iklan, tagihan, nikmat yang hilang
Riang gembira, setengah tiang, seminar jihad, ketidak pastian
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Dear diary
All i see is dark clouds arround me
Is too dark, i cant see
If i slit my wrist
Will i enter the void
Will i perish
Or will i be missed
Too many bad thoughts In my head
Only attain Peace when im dead
All these pressure on back
Anxiety attack
I'll die before thirty
Maybe that's a fact
Cuz every time i closed my eyes
I agonize and realize
There is a glimpse Of my future
And Its all Black
And now this mindset is slowly creepin like a plague
They eat me from the inside and leave no slag
So I apologize for everything that i said
For every birthday that I missed
Every promise that I break
Cuz when i wake up
I was busy
Contemplating how i felt
Now it's getting to the point
Where i'm obsessed
Searching for an answer
If i was sad or depressed
I'm Halfway off the bottle
On the Highway full throttle
Still Managed dodge a viper
No headlights but new rubber
Makin donuts like baker
Candy painted two-seaters
With more red than a twizzlers
Emo head and a stripper
Got got chandelier on the ceiling And love in my feelings
But life consequences will forever give me chills
Popin paranoia pills hope it eventually kills
Expectations and reality
Mortality my way to eternity
It's been long enough for me to living the anomaly
Forced to Live it normally like how it's supposed to be
Seven billion people all I see is flesh and irony
Oh Honestly
What you brag about? That's Irrelevant
A demigod with a Midas touch? Fuck opinion
Like savage tribe in a repertoire sick phenomenon
And when I die name my memoir "young and immortal"
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