I'm scared of questions, I'm scared of answers I'm scared of women that aren't dancers I'm scared of failure, I'm scared of cancer I'm scared of shit I can't control, I'm scared of getting old, yeah And I'm afraid that you'll see me for who I really am and leave me That's why I jump from girl to girl and different cities Shit is exhausting and I feel defeated Yeah, scared of losing it all Why am I so afraid? Of everything these days Of things that I can't change I'm not okay, I'm not okay Why am I so afraid? The future's in my face It's driving me insane I'm not okay, I'm not okay Why am I so afraid? Lately I been losing rest Lately I been feeling stressed Hope they know I try my best I can feel it in my chest now Oh, I can feel it in my chest now I've got a few things I can't hide so When I cut the ties, no, I do not act surprised Only real ones by my side Only real ones by my side Why am I so afraid? Of everything these days Of things that I can't change I'm not okay, I'm not okay Why am I so afraid? The future's in my face It's driving me insane I'm not okay, I'm not okay Why am I so afraid?