What did I expect to find? Leaving you, chasing you. For every single tear My heart wants me to cry I pray that hate would justify The storm growling in my soul But every wave threatens my foundation You are The person I blame And the one I turn for help On my wildest trails You are the one I ask for direction But I doubt you have the answers That's how it is The way I believe in The truth I search And find after being lost in myself I will not go ashore Finding rescue in the ruins That once held our family together I always knew what to do when you said yes I counted my blessings But I'm afraid of you saying no ♪ I wanna give up hurting you But I'm afraid of losing the right hurting you ♪ Forgiveness must be a wonderful thing Taking the knife out of my back Not using it against The ones I love That's how it is The way I believe in Who is gonna see my scars? Will you still feel me when it stops bleeding?