What's left after all these years? My beloved child Since you left this house That was never your home Years gone by I hate my inability The promises I couldn't hold And most of your fear running into my arms (Into my arms) And what has changed? And what has changed I swore to have integrity the day you left the womb After your first cry Love for you was all I felt But yet we stay in different places Craving for the same thing That one day we'll never say Goodbye Every goodbye we had Was covered in silence Soaked with unspoken love Unable to look each other's Eyes But I tried to play the role That comes with being a family I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I wanted to love you But every apology I won't allow to heal I won't allow to heal