I wanted to be broken My rotting had begun My words were left unspoken What's done can't be undone My body's made of nothing My arms and legs were numb My consciousness is heavy This consciousness is dumb I treated myself daily My impulse had succumbed My isolation piqued me My mind had come undone I needed to be harnessed And anchored in this world My organs were your harvest My limbs began to curl I needed to be broken You thought that I had won I long to see the ocean A prisoner of the sun