Just another hit'll get me right I can't take it I'm outta tries And I just can't see it through It's to my detriment And I gotta choose I can't lead myself astray If I take that path I'll regret today I know I deserve to find a better way of life But it's hard to see when all I know is my next high Filled with self-hatred, guilt, and shame That's all I'll ever know if I stay this way I refuse to waste my life away I know I need to fuckin' change I refuse to waste my life away I know I need to fuckin' change Fuckin' change