I wonder is it my Karna
This life is hitting me harder
If I die today
Will I fly away
Am I due to burn
When will I learn
But I'm far from eager do I need a preacher
When you're on the slide its so hard to reach ya
Am I underground who'll save me now
Losing one's grace when I'm counted out
Oh brother this is my karma
Love em and leave em guessing we're even
Breathing I'm here my end is unclear
I'm lost I been found surrounded by doubts
All in my brain you drive me insane
From waking up weak a loss in my sleep
It must be my day to turn a new page
Say I'm gone change and I do the same
I'm not sure to win
One love to my mother your born again
What a leap of faith now feeling great
Am I up next I'm due a place
Know I'm so proud I say it out loud
Have my own lesson need to slow down
A merry go round reknowned as that guy
You betrayed first and say I'm bad mind
I sat by healing had time
All outside I see your bad vibes
Do I live to die or die to live
Recited those lines now post a lie
Why fight it some will say light it
Have a next round until you're ignited
In the name of stress
Pour some more liqour right down your neck
I'm set in this struggle mixed with this hustle
Friends on one hand is why I don't trust you
When I say love you out of my bubble
Once I get comfy falling up on me
How you express
Had my guard up I'm building that fence
How you get closer let alone over
Eyes to the back I'm watching my shoulders
What a way to be
When you're too nice its kinda strange to me
Like what's your game hey what's your aim
I'ma battle you daily and I'm all for change
All for peace up inside my soul
Do you wanna be here soon I'll let you know go