I'm uneasy giving you every truth at once It's left me powerless When I'm writing in the dark recalling my sadness pulsing in your grip I'm just wasted wasting your time Sit through hell until I'm alright I'm a trace of all you hate about yourself When you told me I'm the trigger Fire back and you're the winner You uncovered things I hate about myself I'm still dreaming That you're dreaming Despite my harder feelings for your lack of optimism I still hope you win every battle fought Despite my harder feelings for your use of cynicism I still hope you find what you've been looking for It's heavy when the longer time passes The more I can remember about you When I'm trying to rest my head I think about what might come next for you And I'm not a part of it I'm just hopeless hoping your mine Sit through hell until I'm alright I'm a trace of all you hate about yourself When you told me I'm the trigger Fire back and you're the winner You uncovered things I hate about myself I'm still dreaming That you're dreaming Despite my harder feelings for your lack of optimism I still hope you win every battle fought Despite my harder feelings for your use of cynicism I still hope you find what you've been looking for