Infatuation, validation, it's a cycle unbroken Empathetic, anesthetic, harmful diagnosis If I panic, will I plan it, could I see no other Vision perfect, did I earn it, if I find a lover All the poison in these voices making me subjective Can't be stoic cause I know I'm only being rejective Friends are changing, life is playing It's a game of substance Do I go where I will know there is a certain reluctance Life is tearing at the seams You and me Both know we could be much better Cry, "it's never your fault You don't need to feel small to find shelter" I'm stuck in my wicked ways Fucked up, got myself to blame Enough of the self hate Move on, carry on I'm stuck in my wicked ways Fucked up in this waiting game Enough of the self hate Move on, carry on I'm stuck in a mind maze No love on the bad days Enough of the self hate Move on, carry on I'm stuck in my wicked ways Fucked up, got myself to blame Enough of the self hate Move on, carry on Hit a lockdown I don't know how I can just refuse it All the damage Would it vanish if I fight right through it? It's so classic to be passive Typical behavior In the chaos, try to break off Will I change my nature? Life is tearing at the seams You and me Both know we could be much better Cry, "it's never your fault You don't need to feel small to find shelter" I'm stuck in my wicked ways Fucked up, got myself to blame Enough of the self hate Move on, carry on I'm stuck in my wicked ways Fucked up in this waiting game Enough of the self hate Move on, carry on I'm stuck in a mind maze No love on the bad days Enough of the self hate Move on, carry on I'm stuck in my wicked ways Fucked up, got myself to blame Enough of the self hate Move on, carry on I'm stuck in my wicked ways Fucked up in this waiting game Enough of the self hate I'm stuck Carry on Carry on Carry on