It's 3am and I'm half asleep, in too deep
There's a hole in the ceiling and the radiators leaking
And in these lucid dreams I can feel my skin peeling
I've always told the truth, especially when I've lied to you
I've always done what I'm supposed to do
I've been having a real hard time living
I've been having a tough time breathing on my own
I've been having a real hard time living
I've been having a tough time finding my way home
I went to the doctor, she said I seem fine
But I'm feeling more like finite
Love hit me early and often, cut lip, blacked eye
Her punches never softened
I've always told the truth, especially when I've lied to you
I've always done what I'm supposed to do
I've been having a real hard time living
I've been having a tough time breathing on my own
I've been having a real hard time living
I've been having a tough time finding my way home
Can you see between the trees
Can you light the way for me
I lost the forest in the breeze
And it's become all too predictable
I've been having a real hard time living
I've been having a tough time breathing on my own
I've been having a real hard time living
I've been having a tough time finding my way