How many miles are we at now? There's so much between us I couldn't go back now It took a plane and a hotel To help me someone else Don't want to see this end But I have to go Cos' you're broken And im not asking why I'm not asking why I was so caught up in the momemt I was broken Leave you or leave me behind If it helps tell your parents that you blame me For everything, everything But i tried fixing someone That was breaking everything Everything for me How many miles are we at now? There's so much between us I couldn't go back now It took a plane and a hotel To help me someone else How many miles am I at now? Cos I just lost count I know that i'm far out (far enough) I guess it's best that we stayed out of touch I should've known that this was a disguise Not here for me but she came in white With her heels up high Speckled face with your hair all straight She's on dinner dates but they're not with me Goes out her way to get nails all done (oh) Cherry colour was her favorite one Like cherries blossum when they're in the sun Too many times I repeat Can't go back, so you leave it I know you gon put the blame on me All this trauma that you have (what's the reason) Now i'm only left with melodies Knife in my heart i'm still bleeding I'm still tryna' fight all my demons How many miles are we at now? There's so much between us I couldn't go back now It took a plane and a hotel To help me someone else How many, more months Can I give to you? Cos i'm falling apart I wish that we stayed out of touch One touch and now i'm back in love