Josh Three years ago I swore I wouldn't Waste no time no matter the pressure Because I realized that life is short And time is precious I promised I'd get it by any means, Put myself in a position to help my loved ones through But somewhere along the way I got lost High off the juice And here I am, turning my back on my kin to chase a front For what? Turning friends to enemies, trading real love for lust How could I be so selfish Money bitches clout, this ain't what I'm about None of this shit make me a man Boy ain't no love out here, the love is back home But, there's a reason I left all alone 50% of them bitter, 40% doubt, and the other 10% well I could barely live without But the trust is gone It's been too long since I reached out, I wonder if they still Down Cause I left Jersey and there's still devils all around Ain't no amount of money could bring the love back Just like, no amount of strength could flip the hour glass Take them holes out your chest and bring you back from the ash I'm lost bruh, and I know you was too Just give me some guidance from your bird's eye view