It's closing time, I stumble home I try to find my light. The empty pictures of the football wifes, Who sleep alone tonight. I think about, Jumping in or maybe jumping out. I walk on water 'till my luck runs out, I try to shout but no words come out. I close my eyes, I feel the rush, I touch the hands that pick me up. In all my life I never found, A reason I could be alive, The meaning lost so many times. This was my silent suicide. Well life goes on, And I can see the ground we're standing on. Sometimes I wonder, did I wait too long? To feel the breath of your final song, You said hold on! I close my eyes, I feel the rush, I touch the hands that pick me up. In all my life I never found, A reason I could be alive, The meaning lost so many times. This was my silent suicide. ♪ I lost my faith and needed proof. I see a door I walk straight through, To find myself alone with you. And if I live to see the day, Or hear the silence blown away. Forgive my silent suicide. I close my eyes, I feel the rush, I touch the hands that pick me up. In all my life I never found, A reason I could be alive, The meaning lost so many times. Forgive my silent suicide. I close my eyes, I feel the rush, I touch the hands that pick me up. In all my life I never found, A reason I could be alive, The meaning lost so many times. This was my silent suicide. In all my life I never found. This was my silent suicide. Forgive my silent suicide.