And I always saw your wings you know
And I always say everything you could be
And that's what I always tried to show you
But nobody's perfect
And I know I can't take away the pain that I caused
I just hate that it had to be you
My mariposa
No apology I say will erase the pain that I caused you
I wish I could make a way to bridge the gap but it falls through
When you ran away that day yeah I should've called you
But I'm human so I ruin what I love like we all do
Two-way street I wish we met in the middle
We were one question mark away from getting the riddle
Our foundation was fragile rusty broken and brittle
How could we love so big yet forgive so little
These days you ain't been calling, calling
And all these autumn leaves keep falling, falling
And these shadows on the wall keep crawling, crawling
And we lost a bet on us going all in, all in
Your butterfly wings got crushed by my feet
I always did my best hoping you'd see
You could fly away and you could be free
But now we know that's true because you are without me
And I know we're better off but that doesn't remove it
And if I think about us too long then I'm bout to lose it
So I drive through the city yeah I just keep cruising
Yeah I got to stay in motion yeah I got to keep moving
And all this emotion keeps rising every night I keep dying
A hurricane of hurt relationship capsizing
So I pull over at our favorite view
Thinking back to me and you
Praying that you made it through
These days you ain't been calling, calling
And all these autumn leaves keep falling, falling
And these shadows on the wall keep crawling, crawling
And we lost a bet on us going all in, all in