Maybe it is what it is
Not what it should be, not what you wanted
Maybe it's best if we just leave it
No wasted time if you don't believe in it
Life gives and takes away
Breathe in, out and away
Counting backwards through the days spent beside you
I constantly swing between lonely and longing and weathered and wanting
I thought I had a better idea of what life to lead without you
But most of these days I realize I don't know
Maybe it's best to walk on ahead
I'll do my best to catch up when I can
Maybe it's not the place or the timing
Don't care for the blame, just keep on trying
You once said you'd take my name
Oh how quickly life can change
I said I wanted some space
Oh how quickly life can change
There's hope in me that I can one day be happy, I won't wait and see
There's hope in me that I can one day be happy for me