I don't know how to be sometimes
I get pissy and distant, get soft just to harden
And it's hard to break me open again
And I don't know how to be when you're so good to me
Maybe it's 'cause I think I don't deserve it
I didn't earn it, I need more of a challenge please
Feels like I'm stuck in a vicious cycle
I feel too high for too long then I crash back down
I numb out and forget how to use my words
And I'll admit that up until now
I never fought through the lows but I promise I'm gonna try
And I know you won't but please don't go
I'm ready to fight through the blues
I'm ready to search for the truth
No, I'm not givin' up
I'm ready to stay lovin' you
I'm ready to fight through the blues
I'm ready to search for the truth
No, I'm not givin' up
I'm ready to stay lovin' you, lovin' you
And I don't know when I learned
Love is a game that you play
If you're not hurting, you're not winning
I guess I've gotten used to the pain
'Cause for the whole year before you
I was chasing somebody who wouldn't stop running
Not knowing I was out of breath
I'm ready to fight through the blues
I'm ready to search for the truth
No, I'm not givin' up
I'm ready to stay lovin' you
I'm ready to fight through the blues
I'm ready to search for the truth
No, I'm not givin' up
I'm ready to stay lovin' you, lovin' you
Lovin' you, lovin' you
Lovin' you, lovin' you, lovin' you, lovin' you
Oh, I'm ready
I'm ready
I'm ready
I'm ready
I'm ready
Oh
I'm ready
I'm ready to fight through the blues
I'm ready to search for the truth
No, I'm not givin' up
I'm ready
I'm ready to fight through the blues
I'm ready to search for the truth
I'm not givin' up
I'm ready to stay lovin' you, lovin' you