Rain water wash away my fears Come back another day and face the judgement from my peers I miss the bliss after my eyes fill with tears My effervescence looking lesser every fuck year Now I'm searching for these dividends Only time I cop a feel is reaching for the pen My only sense of what is real is feeling on my skin Got some jaded eyes so it's hard to see the end So Clearly I been treading in the deep end Off the rocks but I ain't sinking Wish I could follow heart with out me thinking But that's some, that's some old news Yes that's some old news I got the Midas touch My thoughts the only thing I turned to gold Know I'll reap the benefits And I'm I'm getting hella bold when the summer hit And im I'm skipping out on looking for solutions for my problems Taking in pollution Busting juggs for silly products The nonsense I get caught up in it Cause I push the limits Always ask forgiveness Hope it comes one day So Clearly I been treading in the deep end Off the rocks but I ain't sinking Wish I could follow heart with out me thinking But that's some, that's some old news Yes that's some old news