Faces around me they keep rearranging
And I'm always stuck in square one.
I find myself waking, confused, my head aching
And wondering 'what have I done'?
Well, we're out, we're out, we're out again
And in my sober mind I realize just how stupid I have been
I spend the holidays alone, because they only make me sad
My best friend is a six pack, my best friend is a six pack
My girlfriend is a cigarette, she makes me so damn mad
But even so, she always takes my breath away
The lights are dimming, I'm in way over my head
I'm so exhausted but I just don't feel I'm welcome in my bed
Put fire to the phone book, and to everyone who's in it
Small talk makes me nauseous and it's trivial at best
I'm sad to say I feel like shooting up or breaking down
I'm terrified and want to hide away
I miss the days when we would speak in lullabies, this time
I fear my troubles may be here to stay
Yeah, may be here to stay
How hard can I try? Goddamnit, time flies
Even when you ain't having much fun
Sleeping pills and whisky, cuz you wouldn't even miss me
And I can't afford to get myself a gun
I'm sad to say I feel like shooting up or breaking down
I'm terrified and want to hide away
I miss the days when we would speak in lullabies
This time I fear my troubles may be here to stay
Yeah, may be here to stay
I'm sad to say I feel like shooting up or breaking down
I'm terrified and want to hide away
I miss the days when we would speak in lullabies, this time
I fear my troubles may be here to stay