I can't make sense of this
I can't make friends with it
Can't find my will to fight
It just might win again
Everything feels like night
There is no glimpse of bliss
I started writing this
To see if You could finish it
I can't believe this
I'm listening to my thesis
Instead of speaking to the dark precinct
In the right lobe of my brain it restrains me like legions
Won't take it I'm leaving
It all on the table in pieces
Satan's defeated
Won't lay in deceit with
The dangerous demons disabling freedom
If you want to live and don't wanna die
I need you to tune out the darkest lies
You have been traumatized
Need a why to stay alive man you gotta find
Who you could be in the Father's eyes
Not denied or disqualified
If you have no will to fight
Then I'm fighting for you if you not alright
Death been knocking loud but I don't respond
Until I wrote this song and broke the bonds
God put the key of life right into death's door
Unlocked the blessing Then He overturned death's score
Death is door it's not up to us to see it open up
God knows how long that it's closed for us
Death is not a wall death is not a period
Death has been defeated no matter how loud you're hearing it
Death is no more
Death is a door
Christ my reward
Death is a door
I'm alive I'm awake
I won't fixate on my pain
I'm alive I won't break
Tell depression not today
I'm alive By His grace
This is not my life to take
I'm alive and embraced
By the God of time and space
I'm alive I'm awake
I won't fixate on my pain
I'm alive I won't break
Tell depression not today
I'm alive By His grace
This is not my life to take
I'm alive and embraced
By the God of time and space
Death is no more
Death is a door
Christ my reward
Death is a door
You were bought by God yes all you are
You don't own the air in your chest
How could you take something that don't belong to you
He holds you near in darkness
This is where we start to trust
Don't listen to the dark disgust
Speak light in the harbor of
The hands of Christ, the arms of love.
Fragile hope unravels rope
That once held me safe and still
Down this slope how cowards cope
The anxious feela weight not real
But joy revealed by voids not filled
Is stronger than my suffering
My portion still the Lord of hills
And valleys still He covers me
He covers me
He covers me
I'm alive I'm awake
I won't fixate on my pain
I'm alive I won't break
Tell depression not today
I'm alive By His grace
This is not my life to take
I'm alive and embraced
By the God of time and space