I don't want stop feeling even if it hurt
I mean even the flower need to get some dirt
I've seen all my surroundings start to really blur
Frightening that's when the ground will
Suddenly invert
Upside down
Sun shine bound
By my carnal criticism making uptight clouds
Some find out
That a numb life pounds
But you can't feel the pain until it snuffs life out
So keep me strong enough to feel the sadness In my soul
And not turn it into anger the illusion of control
Keep me brave enough to have a heart unguarded
I know it's dangerous because the angst might barge in
Is there more to life
To be fortified
Will I be poor inside
Is there really joy to find
In not avoiding time spent
Opening eye lids
Looking for God and
Praying that I find Him
I feel like when I'm all on my own
And I don't let go
Then I'm a regret it
Seems like I'm hurting the most
I know that your close
I know that you said it
I'd rather feel than feel nothing
Don't know if it's real
Or am I over thinking
I'm far from giving up
But right now I think I've had enough
I feel like when I'm all on my own
And I don't let go
Then I'm a regret it
Seems like I'm hurting the most
I know that your close
I know that you said it
I would rather
Be sad than to be gone
Time is treasure
But it's passing it don't last long
My endeavors
Betray me just like a bad song
I'm off the measure
When my tempo doesn't match Gods
I've been feeling at way deep levels
Uh huh
I've been dealing with crazy pressure
Uh huh
I'm revealing the way these devils
Will manipulate your mental state and say don't feel ever
I took a scary turn
Made bigger barriers
And tried to bury hurt
In my backyard broken
To block off where it hurts
Only prepares for worse
Now they can't share their worth
Cus' your hearts not open
Is there more to life
To be fortified
Will I be poor inside
Is there really joy to find
In not avoiding time spent
Opening eye lids
Looking for God and
Praying that I find Him
I feel like when I'm all on my own
And I don't let go
Then I'm a regret it
Seems like I'm hurting the most
I know that your close
I know that you said it
I'd rather feel than feel nothing
Don't know if it's real
Or am I over thinking
I'm far from giving up
But right now I think I've had enough
I feel like when I'm all on my own
And I don't let go
Then I'm a regret it
Seems like I'm hurting the most
I know that your close
I know that you said it