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Yeah, I guess I'm back to the habit
Just can't seem to get past it
These drugs impair my magic
But they're takin' away my sadness
Chemical imbalance, gotta offset
Can't get high enough, still feel the stress
I'm a fuckin' mess. Who am I trying to impress?
I think I gotta reset
All of these negative thoughts in my head
Really need an angel, got a devil instead
I feel the dread suck the joy from my body
Self-deprecation's the hobby
Then I wonder why I'm dead like a zombie
And I'm feelin' like nobody
Intoxicate 'til I feel like I have no body
That'd be the dream: to break free
Then I wake up fucked up, feeling groggy
"You stupid shit, you're as useless as you think you are
Stop wasting all your makings popping pills and get wasted,"
But I know I'm gonna do it all over again
Turned left, felt right, got caught in a dead end
Paradigm. Just another night
Find the right concoction, tryna feel alive
But I'd rather die than come to terms
With the darkest demons that dwell inside
I'll say I'm fine, that's my modus operandi
Hope you can't see my tortured mind
Yeah, I guess I'm back to the habit
Just can't seem to get past it
These drugs impair my magic
But they're takin' away my sadness
Chemical imbalance, gotta offset
Can't get high enough, still feel the stress
I'm a fuckin' mess. Who am I trying to impress?
I think I gotta reset
Why can't I ever see the dragon that I'm always chasing?
Man, I gotta slay the dragon that I'm facing
So I looked myself dead in the eyes
But I took a step back in confusion
Is what I'm seeing... an illusion?
My head's filled with too much pollution
It's gruesome, and I know I gotta clean up my act
The seduction is an abduction
They're taking me to a whole new world
I have so much attraction to the chemical reaction
I'd be lying if I said I didn't like 'em
They can make you wise, but they take away your youth
They can overwhelm ya, but they really show you the truth
Tend to hit the sweet tooth,
But I know I'm gonna do it all over again
Turned left, felt right until I got to the end of my night
Playing this game isn't always fun
You think you're on a chase, but you're really on the run
They make you feel like you got a peace of mind
But what you'll find is all they do is stun ya
Especially when they're done, yeah
Fuck, hope you can't see my tortured mind
Yeah, I guess I'm back to the habit
Just can't seem to get past it
These drugs impair my magic
But they're takin' away my sadness
Chemical imbalance, gotta offset
Can't get high enough, still feel the stress
I'm a fuckin' mess. Who am I trying to impress?
I think I gotta reset
Gotta offset, reset
Gotta offset, reset
Gotta offset, reset
Gotta offset, reset
Gotta offset, reset
Gotta offset, reset
Gotta offset, reset
Gotta offset, reset