Oh, the vortex in my chest When you took your plane up to Boston Taking with you all my assumptions And a life I can't complete I have put to rest my dishonesty in your honor I take with me your trembling colors But my life belongs to me It always did Honey baby, we were born to run All this time I've been a loaded gun Oh, but it took me so long... You were the first You were the very first The first ghost in my bed You were haunting And all of life was there, so exactly there In the sound of your voice Changing my life like it was nothing The damage I mistook for love (It really was, though?) Honey baby, we were both too young And I've been learning to be brave and strong Honey baby, all the lights are on I still love you boy, it hurts no more I still love you boy, it hurts no more I still love you boy, it hurts no more I still love you