The thoughts I have about you As I lie awake Hurt a little less With each passing day Everything I loved about you Seems to be gone I don't blame you for changing But accepting it is hard I stumble into thinking Of when we were kids Watching Redbox scary movies And taking turns bringing back the disk Even then we found compromise Futile as it was It doesn't take that much To show someone your love And it hurts to lose a friend But it is what it is in the end Sometimes you're gone too long To ever go back again And that's what's so hard to accept I tried to grasp for answers And came up with none I might have tried to join a battle That hadn't just begun Or maybe I'm not the savior I always thought I was You can only assume your value When someone else holds out their cup And it hurts to lose a friend But it is what it is in the end Sometimes you're gone too long Too ever go back again And that's what I've tried to accept And that's what's so hard to accept