I'm tired of trying
I'm tired of lying
I'm tired of standing up straight
Body can't tolerate
The abuse
I feel used
When I'm not at home
I just wish that I was at home
I'm not getting better at all
Rising up just to fall
I'd rather stay here stuck to my bedroom floor
Close off the world outside my bedroom door
Nail it shut
I give up
Because theres nothing out there for me
Hate waking up more every morning