I never said that I would stay That I would be the only one to be alive Settle down and stay a while Pour the wine Who am I Too busy ripping apart everybody else's lives It's so silly I'm an idiot Sometimes I wonder If I ever loved them Wonder if I ever did But it's hard to get it up sometimes I'll wait Waiting for you to cut off my head It's just the stress from the job now Making depressions in my hollow mind To the floor Shut your eyes Turn around Face the wall And tell yourself You want to die I never said that I would stay That I would be the only one to be alive Get up now you overstay your time Leave the wine Who am I Too busy wrapped up in the shit that keeps me up at night It's so silly I'm a silly idiot I wonder if they ever came for me Wonder if they ever did But it's hard to keep it up sometimes END