Everyone told me it doesn't get easier
I told myself it had to
But it's kinda just stayed the same
I'm still miserable
And stuck in my own head
Never comfortable where I am anymore
I'm lost in my head again
I don't know where to begin
So I'm thinking about the ending
Undeserving and under the weather
It's all I've ever been
It sounds so dumb when I say it
But lately, I feel like I just deserve the bad
And the good things aren't meant for me
They just happen by chance
And my chest hurts
From the weight on my lungs that I feel with every breath
I'm tired of feeling sick when I know that I'm healthy
I'm tired of being tired all the time
I'm lost in my head again
I don't know where to begin
So I'm thinking about the ending
Undeserving and under the weather
It's all I've ever been
All I've ever been
I wanna be something more than a memory
Something more than a thing that was
I wanna get better
What's it mean to be better?
I want out of my head
Get me out of my head
I'm lost in my head again
I don't know where to begin
So I'm thinking about the ending
Undeserving and under the weather
It's all I've ever been
All I've ever been
I wanna be something more than a memory
Something more than a thing that was
I wanna get better
What's it mean to be better?
I want out of my head
Get me out of my head