I fell apart again
Feeling discouraged to take every single breath
Everything hurts again
And I can't shake the shitty feeling that I'll never be enough
I'm tired of feeling like this
I'm tired of trying so hard
I've been down on myself for so long
I don't know what it means to be proud of myself
I constantly need to be more
I constantly need to be better
I'm trying my best
But I'm under all the pressure
And I'm about to break
When nothing is good enough, why bother trying?
It's hard to stay motivated with anything
I always just end up depressed
I try to think rationally
Try to look at things from the outside
I'm trying to be happy with myself
But I can't shake that feeling that I'll never be enough
I'm tired of feeling like this
I'm tired of trying so hard
I've been down on myself for so long
I don't know what it means to be proud of myself
I constantly need to be more
I constantly need to be better
I'm trying my best
But I'm under all the pressure
I don't know why I'm never happy with myself
Or proud of what I've done
No matter how well things are going it'll never be enough
I'm uncomfortable at best and self-destructive at my worst
I'll never feel at home
And I'll never quite feel like I'm whole
I may never quite feel like I'm whole