I'm sick of the sullen attitude here It seems like this whole place is dragging itself down I'm reliving the past wondering why it never lasts And I'm counting the days till June Not that that'll change anything It's gotten so lonely here I'm watching people leave every day I'm seeing signs from all my friends who've left me Their ghosts still haunt me every day I just need some time and space I need to get myself out of this place I need to find something worth hanging onto Before my branch of the family tree breaks I feel lost when I'm at home I feel the weight of all my stress pushing down at the same time And I can't take it anymore I've been facing my failures Before they put me into my grave I won't play their games It's gotten so lonely here I'm watching people leave every day I'm seeing signs from all my friends who've left me Their ghosts still haunt me every day I just need some time and space I need to get myself out of this place I need to find something worth hanging onto Before my branch of the family tree breaks Why am I afraid? (Why am I afraid?) I don't have anything keeping me here anymore Why am I so afraid (Why am I so afraid?) I'm sick of wondering about my purpose Just hold on till June (Hold on till June) And hope that everything works itself out Just hold on till June (Hold on till June) Hope I either figure my own shit out or something else makes me go