Every day is a fight, I fight every day Every day is a lie, I lie every day Every lie is a threat, a threat to my ways Every threat is a lie, I lie to my self And when the scent of death feels near Abandon my self to despair With broken hands I try to reach for something whole But nothing helps and no one knows I wear myself down to the bone Every day I could die I want to die every day This world is a piece of shit I don't want to live with it