And I've been training for this shit
Wasn't too popular
I go in once, I pick it up, then I'm on top of them
I put my feelings in the words, I do not copy none
And where I started, man I was stuck in the basement
Daring to dream like I could not become complacent
Everyone said you gotta push it
Don't let tragedy consume your mental
Keep your focus, know your energy
By now, I should've had this whole thing figured out
What's next
Somedays I do not know the vibe that I'm going for
Or what's best for me
I've sat in the studio crying
Late nights always feel like I'm alive but
What's being alive if I'm only surviving
And I've been training for this shit
Wasn't too popular
I go in once, I pick it up, then I'm on top of them
I put my feelings in the words, I do not copy none
You love me now, but wait a year
See where I'm taking it
Too many times, felt like dropping out
Like making it wasn't worth the trip
And I would function better if I could just let up
All the regrets I've been keeping ahold of
I've faced all this weather
Held myself together
Isn't that what dreams are made of
Too far gone I think
Too lifted up and then let drown
Too headstrong it seems
Where the fuck are my people now
They let me down
Down, down
And I've been training for this shit
Wasn't too popular
I go in once, I pick it up, then I'm on top of them
I put my feelings in the words, I do not copy none
You love me now, but wait a year
See where I'm taking it
Too many times, felt like dropping out
Like making it wasn't worth the trip
You love me now, just wait a year
See where I'm taking it
Don't wait in line
Only to find i'm not making it