I was beamin'
I was beamin' about you
I was beamin'
Stability
Wish she entered our lives with ease
Delighted and frightened simultaneously
Emoticons sent haphazardly
Fragility cracked immediately
Contemplated turnin' it off
Toyed with the idea of stoppin' it all
Surprisingly I became so involved
Feeling things I didn't think possible
Sided with sadness
I'm glad that it happened
Light leaked from crevices
Loosened my harness
A sparkle occurred
After dim days a shimmer was gifted
I was full stream
I was full stream about you
I been healin'
I been healin' without you
I been healin'
I been healin' cause I had to
I'm still beamin'
Feelin' defeated
Feel like a winner
Pondering our short stint together
Put up the streamers prematurely
Perhaps this time I won't take 'em down
So early...