Another eight months I'll decide To probably not come by Before you make assumptions The truth is all misunderstood But I hope it hurts so good Feels like I've been up and down And you're scared cuz' nobody wants to be alone It makes sense to at least one half of me I know leaving home is hard Especially when it's far All that change is scary Never felt so much alive When I killed my own insides But the feeling's temporary Wish I could find myself a way To pay rent not a slave So I could stop complaining I hope this music shit works out We tend to think aloud Is this not entertaining but loud? And you're scared cuz' nobody wants to be alone It makes sense to at least one half of me It's not fair that nobody wants to be the one Who puts an effort in whatever that keeps us tied My whole life was a lie but I ain't trying to remake it My whole life was a lie but I ain't trying to remake it My whole life was a lie but I ain't trying to remake it My whole life was a lie I ain't trying to lie And you're scared cuz' nobody wants to be alone It makes sense to at least one half of me It's not fair that nobody wants to be the one It makes sense to at least one half of me