I get nervous every time
I leave my house think I forgot
Something I can't even remember the last hour
And a half
Everything is happening to me
I have no say in this
My inattentiveness
Is getting the best of me
I don't know how this happened to me
Feel like my life's falling away
Bad memory, failing me
Falling away from me, bad memory
It's failing me again
Now I'm dissociating from
Every bad interaction
I know it's not a way to cope
I'm losing hold of myself
I don't think I can stay
I don't feel, I don't feel, I don't feel, I don't feel
I don't feel, I don't feel, I don't feel, I don't feel
I don't feel, I don't feel, I don't feel, I don't feel
Okay
Used to be so good at this
Used to maybe stand a chance
Used to play it cool, so well
Now I'm a mess
I can't get out of this
Feel like my life's falling away
Bad memory, failing me
Falling away from me, bad memory
It's failing me again